*you are my shooting star.

2006-05-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

BLOG CLOSED.
i've moved!

2006-05-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

okay, i have decided that its time to change my blog address again.
i MAY do a slow move.
it depends.
as for those who want the new add,
ask me alrights?
(:

love, aud.

2006-05-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

class was good.
and i had JUICY news from yinteng! =DDD
haha, i feel like sucha bitch.
to those who know who knows 'rose' (or so we call her),
or rather bitches with me bout her,
and wanna know what i heard.
i'll make sure yu guys hear bout it.
remind me!
(:

anyway, dear eliz wennie as well as jade.
the tv thingy was simply some school opening thingy.
nothing that big.
i think there are still more shows about my school coming up.
i'll let yu guys know the details again alrights?
promise. (:
love.

there is a friend whom i wanna rebuilt my friendship with.
but den again,
i have no idea what she thinks.
HOW.

2006-05-12T16:26:00.000+08:00

haha, what dan said is right.
suddenly there seems to be a stream of anons showing their concern.
...

things are all better now.
special thanks to zac and jonnie. (:

my two favourite boys have lost their relationships.
as well as my dearest water leg partner.
i know yu guys will have better relationships. (:

ohmy. there's this reallyreally hot guy working at v.hive at thomson! :D
now josh's gonna kill me.
LOL.

2006-05-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

i dont want things to turn all cold.

f.ck the tears.

2006-05-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

i dont feel that happy anymore.

its gonna be a short trip to malyasia this weekend to celebrate second uncle's 50th birthday.
initially i was so against the trip.
now, i cant wait to leave.
there are just so much thoughts and feelings.
but nowhere to chuck it all.
i no longer feel the existence of a pair of arms which i can run into.
even as the tears flow,
who'll dry them for me.
nevermind.

anyone who needs to contact me urgently this weekend,
ask josh zena or isaac for my other no.
if yu know none of these friends of mine,
leave me a note on my board or sth.
take care my loves.

i'm gonna try anything to just feel better
tell me what to do
you know i cant see through the haze around me
and i do anything to just feel better
and i cant find my way
God i need a change
and i do anything to just feel better
any little thing that just feel better
-- Santana

what apt lyrics.
what repetition.

2006-05-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

FOR THE RECORD,
I AM NOT ANOREXIC.
for those who still have doubts,
come be my friend and find out for urself,
or, be my friend's friends.
I EAT, and DIGEST my food.
ALL my food.
goodness.
and neither do i 'run' away from any kind of food.
i eat almost every kind of food that normal people would.
I AM NORMAL.
fullstop.

as to all whom believed that i'm prefectly fine,
thankyu.
(:
i'll blog again soon. (:

2006-04-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

I AM BREAKING OUT IN RASHES.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, on my arms and only my arms!
gawd, whats happening!
and it itches like #$%^&(&#$@*#@$!!
wahpiang, its damm uncomfortable.
i wanted to go shopping today cos baby's out at dragon boating,
but i doubt i wanna be seen in public scratching myself non-stop!!
argh.

2006-04-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend is sick.
but he still dragged himself out of bed earlier to send me to school.
after which he had to sit and waste his time before he met his friends.
thankyu dear. (:
after which he accompanied me for a short swim at the club.
but the food after that was FANTASTIC.
yumm. :D
i dont care.
baby, every friday afternoon yu're mine! ((((:

i'm currently doing some interview for some singapore tourism education advertorial, as well as for a malaysia paper.
i needed high resolution photos and the photos are uber troublesome.
i'm sorry to the few i ignored online tonight.
and thank yu to sorida for being my photographer. (:

debate next thurs.
mock in three weeks.
interview on friday.
report next tues.
spreadsheet next tues.
on top of that,
i'm suppose to start on my physics tutorial. (i need to start from chapter 2 till 16)
goodness.
i'm gonna die.

2006-04-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

haha, i have two links today.
one is a gay blog.
it seems that word is spreading rather fast.
they havent been together for long but yes,
NEWS SPREADS.

interesting couple
i have nothing against them.
i just think they're rather, interesting. (:

lovely chickens
the ones we fear and yet consume.
by the way, its in chinese.

i have a mock exam in 3weeks.
sucks.
i need to exercise.

kahyan:
GOODGOOD!
i would have finished my exams by den.
thanks be tagging darhling.
i was started to think yu hated me!
(:

2006-04-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

the students of temasek had returned and the entire place is FULLY packed with people.
i end up having to go to the first floor to take the lift so that i can go up to the six floor in the shortest time.
and having only one hour lunch breaks doesnt help.
taking the bus is also a hassle.
i didnt even manage to alight the bus at the stop i wanted to!
i had to get off the stop at the main entrance.
everything’s falling into place now.
i’m having my exams in a month,
and i dont exactly understand anything that goes on in physics.

kien met with some cute little incident with the Singapore customs at the airport.
I shall not blog bout it yet.
I think baby wants to blog bout it. (:

audrey bought a little toy.
a freaking tamagotchi (I have no idea how to spell it)
anyway I got it for fun.
and now me and sorida both have one,
and we play with it and show it off to all our lecturers.
HAHA. seventeen, eighteen year olds playing with tama.
so kiddy.
HAHA.

i cant upload any photos to friendster.
stuupid thing.

this blog is getting dry.
veryvery dry.
):

2006-04-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

i havent been that wonderfully happy these days.
sucks.

tp started their orientation,
most schools at least.
thre are like, sooo many people everywhere.
and i keep getting 'caught' by people.
asking 'are yu new here? which course are yu in? yu need help in looking for ur classroom?'
i thought of playing around with those leaders.
telling them i'm lost and make them walk everywhere with me.
but den again,
i'm rather nice.
haha, i just told all of them i was a private student.
only today did i realise that UNSW's existence in tp is barely known.
haha. but its fine.
i'm already two months into my ten.

three good things happened today.
1. audrey got kissed by ally. HAHA.
2. my violin teacher actually PRAISED me. lols. :D
3. an old auntie said i was 'guai' when i gave up my seat for her.

though those are just simple stuff that may happen everyday,
those were all good things for me cos i havent been feeling too fanatstic.
joshua's temper is getting worst.
he loses his cool so freaking easily.
rahhh.

i want my spicy porkrib mee.
someone ask me out for a date to go eat it please? ):

it feels as though i've lost yu.

2006-04-17T19:13:00.000+08:00

isaac lim,
you suck.
you sound as though we are enemies.
yu neh.
i cant bully jong cos he's a godzilla.
barney is smaller den godzilla.
HA.
and i cant bully yy.
cos i dont know her well. (yu realised that didnt yu)
by the way,
the other day after subway,
when yu went to touch the daisyrock poster thingy,
the uncle came out after that and looked around for yu.
HAHA.
night safari huh,
lots of darkness and bushes horz.
lol.

baby's dearest bud has left.
i hope he had a good flight.
and i hope he enjoyed the present that we prepared for him.
hopefully he'll make full use of it.
KIEN, take care alrights?
see yu soon and,
the little present yu recieved,
NICE RIGHTS. got red and green one.
like christmas. LOL.

my boyfriend has gone to help out with the freshies camp.
FOR FIVE DAYS THE SCHOOL HAS KIDNAPPED HIM.
nehneh.
but at least i get to see him.
but he prepared a present for me.
dwang. i like.
((:

2006-04-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

i love yu sweets. (:

2006-04-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

kien's leaving on sunday morning.
i feel bad not sending him off but den again its too early and i wont have transport.
sorry kien.

exciting week.
have been sharing my boyfriend with his best friend.
its just so wrong hearing them moan together.
ha.
but den again, i've been really nice to kien.
ive been halping him get gifts.
i am nice.
ha.

poor baby lost his phone.
he has a sim card now.
but no phone.
anyone wants to help contribute to buy him a phone?
i have ISAAC.
right zac?
haha. yu said yu would.
((:

i wanna get the olympus camera.
but i havent even started saving up. ):

2006-04-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo. i had a good weekend.
a really good one.
my week, kinda horrible.
but my weekend made it good. (:
okay.
update.
kienleong came back on early monday morning.
my mom didnt allow me out cos of my stupid leg.
neh. so i stayed home and attempted doing some homework.
baby went for camp and was finally free on Thursday.
but guess what,
i had FOOD POISONING.
like how freaking sway.
i thought it was something mild.
but i puked and puked.
and kept laosai-ing,
i had to see a doctor and stayed home.
it was so freaking miserable cos i could take in NO food.
but still continue puking.
so i ended up puking FOAM.
everything was freaking miserable.
i took my medication,
and puked EVEN MORE.
how logical.
but baby came over.
supposedly to keep me company.
but i fell asleep on his lap while watching tv.
i did wake up!
but i kept falling asleep.
ha. sorry dear.

Thursday was horrible but Friday came.
and i met baby on Friday.
with kienleong and liting and a few others.
dinner and shopping with kien and dear.
OH, HOW MANY SEVENTEEN YEAR OLDS DO YU KNOW HAS A VISA PLATINUM CARD?
in his own name somemore.
kien does.
and his limit is twenty k.
hwo freaking cool is that.
HAHA.
by the way, we caught iceage2.
and i didnt like it.
HA.

Saturday. kien and baby yet again!
i saw Jason in his ohmygawdsofreaking flat hair.
HAHAHAHAHA, useless stalker.
Andrew didnt believe i am turning eighteen.
nobody does.
ass sujan thinks i am younger than him.
i shall not say what age he calls me but yes.
he refuses to believe my age.
iain the has grown.
he has muscle now.
HA.

okay, this is getting boring.
but i love spending the weekend with baby.
without thinking about work and whatsoever.
i mean, who doesnt.
haha.
weekend was great.
lousy jokes and insulting teases,
nonsensical talk and sickening bullying,
i love. (:

ANYWAY,
I FINALLY MET DAVID.
i miss yu david.
and yu have to cook for me when i go to sentosa.
eat more my dear chef.
yu have lost too much weight.
take care dabit.

STAM
no matter what,
yu have to calm urself down.
dont let negative thoughts take over ur mind.
yu have to give everything some hope.
especially urself.
sometimes when the thoughts hit yu,
let it go through yu.
dont let it linger.
dont let it make yu miserable.
everyone wants to see yu happy.
Audrey included. (:

JON
i am not pissed la.
i never was.
i was just fooling around with yu.
(:

why does tonight, have to end?
why dont we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

2006-04-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

i miss him already.

jon:
yu're no longer sexy.
rahhh.

2006-04-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

i tore my ankle ligament on tues.
not the entire thing but bad enough to put me out of all activities for a month or so.
so yea, i skipped school on wed to see a doctor.
after what he told my mom,
my mom is NEVER EVER gonna let me see a sinseh.
rahhhh.
returning to school on thurs, limping together with a quarter of the commerce people.
ha, we are all a clumsy bunch.
but by the end of the day,
my dearest class was limping, together with me.
so that they could 'keep up' with my pace.
nuts.

anyway, my leg looked like josh's dad's worker's leg.
his name is called 'ah pui'. (ah fat)
ha, it was HUGE.
i'll upload the photo of it soon.

oh, i'm finally on holiday.
but only for ONE week.
sucks.
and dear josh is going for some school camp.
good or bad news?
yu decide. HA.

zac:
yu neh la.
anyhow scold people.
so who sucks now huh!

jon:
rahhhh, yu IDIOT.

sujan:
yu dick.
stop writing ur comments as anon.
LEAVE UR NAME.
i hate k.

2006-03-27T21:24:00.001+08:00

jonnie thinks i'm angry today cos someone pinched my butt.
LOL.
WRONG.
-loudbeeeperrr-

i have a dickface as a classmate.
and his name is KENNETH.
I didnt go to school on Friday and hence wasnt in school to hear that my English teacher was giving a dinner today, which is Monday.
Sorida was kind enough to inform me.
but Kenneth didnt.
so by right, he has no f.cking right to ask me why I didnt make plans and why I didnt make a decision before Monday.
dick.
so today things were messy.
majority forgot bout the dinner.
so we thought we should cancel it.
but before that me and sorida had already written a list of restaurants we could go to.
when we asked everyone,
the reply was the same ‘I anything’.
so fine.
we thought since no one could finalise what they wanna eat,
we will just wait and shut up bout plans till they open up.
no one did.
brilliant KENNETH finally asked bout plans.
we thought we could go for thai.
he said no.
too spicy.
we said Chinese.
too common and bland.
we said western.
he said no.
curry.
no.
café.
no.
I mean, if yu are gonna disagree to EVERYTHING,
why dont yu f.cking tell us what the shit yu wanna eat?
he finally said.
there are a few nice restaurants in chijmes.
I mean, WTF. a teacher is gonna give yu a treat,
yes. but must yu act so freaking greedy like as though yu dont have the money to buy urself a meal?
she has to buy for more den THIRTY students.
after that we ignored him.
some time later,
I smelt bad breath.
Kenneth opened his mouth.
'why havent yu all said where we are going for dinner?'
'audrey why are yu guys contemplating whether to have dinner tonight or not?'
'why cant we just go for the free meal today?'
'why cant we have jap?'
'audrey, why are yu guys not making plans.'
SCREW YU LA DICK, is it my fault that the rest dont want dinner tonight as well?
what does it have to do with me if yu people cant even decide whether to have dinner in town or orchard?
DICK.
sickening la.
I dont wanna blog bout a dick anymore.
sorry if the entry doesnt make sense.

this part has nothing to do with Kenneth.

its depressing that it is all happening again.
having gone through it three times,
I never expected for it to happen yet again.
sigh, what am i suppose to do now?
go through it all over again?

2006-03-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

whee, WE COOKED TODAY.
haha!
and i splashed oil everywhere.
including my upper eyelids.
it hurts like mad.
and i hope i get no shitass blisters.
rahhh.

i'm finally done with the presentation on the 'aging brain'
shitass thinkhedammsmart gave me the lowest scores i think.
screw him.
he asked the most irrelevant questions.
i hope he got screwed today.
dick.

2006-03-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

the day was fantastic.
with food and shopping and sharing.
up till the end.
ARGH.
i am disturbed.
NO JOKE.

2006-03-19T15:39:00.000+08:00

haha, i have nonsense on my tag board again.
BUT DEN AGAIN,
i'm gonna put what i learnt in church to good use.
i'm not gonna stoop down to ur level, mysterious 'fashionista'
so yes.
from me to yu,
GOD LOVES YOU!

hahaha, baby, isaac, etc.
LOOK. i'm learning how to be PLAYER!
no more footballs in my life. ((:

NIK:
i'm good sexy!
except that i got nonsense on my tag again. ):
how are yu! ((:
study hard alrights!

anon 'pom magnliasath maa toot!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D ':
sujan, yu're suppose to put in YOUR NAME.
ha.

CHERYLAN:
hey dear!
i want school to start soon for yu guys!
the entire school is so quiet! ):

WALKER-BY:
mr jon, I SWEAR I AM NOT TOO SKINNY DAMMIT.
yu know who is skinny?
HO CJUAN.
hahhahhahahaha.

J:
hey sweetie, thanks for dropping by.
mmms, i had some misunderstanding with some of ur friends but i'll see yu soon!
SUPPER! yum! (:

2006-03-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

i feel f.cking depressed la.
thanks.

2006-03-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

the netbuzz section of the new paper today talked about what love meant to them.
what does love mean to you?
obviously i didnt feel any from yu today.
and that sucks.
rahh.

2006-03-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

things are cool now and i'm happy. (:

i have a pest in class and i cant stop rolling my eyes everytime he speaks.
ask my dear partners and they'll agree with hands and feet up.
english lessons have been rather useless and thank goodness i have chao's N70 games to play with.
but ultimately, school isnt exactly fun. ):
but i had after school plans to look forward to!
went for sushi with sweets and cabbed down to his place after that.
did some grocery shopping for him!
(i think i am a good girlfriend. and i know isaac agrees with me cos he thinks i'm the best)
i wanna go down to the IT fair tmr and check out the camera that i wanna get.
sweets engrossed with it too! ha.

i think this entry is extremely random cos it makes no sense.

2006-03-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

thanks jon.
for talking to me.

2006-03-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

friday has never sucked so bad.
i got so f.cking mad today.
and on top of it,
it felt like it was the 'meet-ur-previous-dates' day.
i met like, four of them and boy, did i feel weird,
seeing them one after another.

school hasnt been too horrible.
i actually met every criteria for my english learning journal nonsense.
its beginning to be more happening cos i now kinda hang out with the commerce jokers.
somehow there is this feeling that i'll be more like, me if i was there.
having sujan meeting me halfway on my tremendously long bus rides has been amazingly interesting.
he sings to me every morning with every word i say.
he teaches me foreign foreign language,
and updates me on the latest love triangle!
thanks sujan,
yu make the bus rides seem less lonely.

what the hell am i suppose to do.
be angry?
let things pass?
rahhhh.

dwang, i feel depressed.

2006-02-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

baby's dear friend iain kinda got mentioned in the papers again.
together with sugi, ha. nic's cousin.

aud: are yu that retarded 'can the doctor please come' guy on the newspaper today?
iain: ya.. how many iain teh's can there be?
aud: more den the number of audreys i'm sure.
iain: no lor, yours is super common, unless yu tell me ur name is spelt with a double A.
aud: yours is so much more common please. i hear it every morning.
iain: serious? cannot be!
aud: ya what. every morning i walk past the coffee shop, 'teh-o teh-bing!'

ha. okay. that was really lame.

talking the bus to and back from siglap was a hassle today.
riding there was kinda cool though.
cos i met a friend on the bus.
(identity shall remain a secret :D )
ohoh, and on the train i saw a shaun lookalike.
HA, except that this guy was TALLER.
and had bigger eyes.
lols.
i broke of my toe nail again. :/

so, the other day,
i was taking the damm bus to the interchange.
and this f.cking old shit shouted for me even though i already reach the damm stairs of the double decker.
den he was like, 'come back come back' in his ahpek chinese.
he thought i didnt tap,
and asked me to tap my damm card on the reader.
i did and it made some funny noise,
OBVIOUSLY i had already tapped.
he realised he was making himself a shit fool but refuse to give up.
asked me to take out my damm ezlink card.
kept looking at my shit card and asked shit questions.
as though he didnt believe i was the girl in my ez link,
he asked for my date of birth,
den my ic.
but i didnt bring so that old shit asked for my nric number.
stupid fool. i recited the entire f.ck to him.
and he finally let me go.
old shit.
i was already in a f.cking foul mood from arguing with bec so ya.
dickface.
stupid old ahpek ar,
please hor,
go check ur eyes if yu cant see people properly.
and if yu want xiao meimeis to talk to yu,
go do some charity work and talk to the ahma's in the park or
please get a life and go try have one with the whores whom MAY want yu.
but den again, i think ur face would put ANY human off
so much so that they would tell yu 'uncle ar, i think yu're gonna have a heart attack of yu have sex and they'll just walk out'
shit yu la ahpek.
may yu become f.cking impotent.
that ur dick will always be that tiny f.cking size of 1.5cm,
that yu will sprain ur leg each time yu take a step.
may yu NEVER win lottery.
but lose all ur property.
and yu will get parkinson's disease so that yu cant work as a driver anymore.
may yu fall into a lonkang and cripple ur leg.
hope yu get elephant legs and not be able to buy shoes.
so that yu'll walk barefoot and step on rusty nails.
hope yu get high blood pressure and suffer from a heart attack even at the sound of a horn.
hope ur skin loses it elasticity and it'll all sag,
may yu be unable to control ur damm pee and wet urself everywhere.
si ah pek,
just go and die and rot in hell la.
ur shit face isnt gonna get yu anywhere.
asshole.
yu bloody 9561 dick.
go f.ck urself.
RAHHHHH.

jean:
buipao ar..
please remember to study hard.
i know yu cant bear to but try not to think of me too much when yu study kays?
i know yu always have floods of thoughts of me.
dont worry,
yu can think of me after ur test!
(: ha, study hard sweetie.

walker-by:
wahlao.
yu miss me just say so la.
dont have to try cover up by saying i asked yu to say it.
ha. :D

shaun:
porkchop la yu.
go ride a bycicle and i'll take a ride from yu.
that way yu cant speed.
HA.

2006-02-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

shaun's an asshole.
he keeps TRYING to throw things into my room.
asshole's waiting with tim for gg at the playground.
he thinks i'm a bitch cos i refuse to go down to keep him company
and thinks that i'm a fart cos i refuse to invite him to my house.
dickhead.
i think he's a bastard by ringing my doorbell repeatedly.
ARSE.
this is all because he was laughing at my pimple.
asshole.

i shall skip bout school.

met sam t today.
its been so long.
i remember the old days where we'll share our crushes with one another.
haha, those were funny.
take care sam!
SCREW THAT FAT GUY.
((:

post is short.
i just wanted to blog bout asshole shaun.
porkchop.
i'm gonna call sweets now. ((:

2006-02-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

KAHYAN:
yu never allowed me to give up on myself.
i'm not gonna let yu let go too.
not matter what happens,
please remember that there are people are there who really do care for yu,
even though they dont say it often enough.
i'm one of them.
stay strong dear.
everything will work out fine.
*hugs*

2006-02-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

mmms, school has started this week.
plenty of weirdos.
but most of them are quite nice.
i dont exactly see myself doing well in this course but ohwells.
my mom isnt about to let me change it anyway.
after staying home for so long,
i feel so horrible waking up so early every morning.
but josh has been a real sweet darling,
sending me to school and back home,
helping me transport the tremendously heavy books home.
no, i do not have a locker. yet. (i hope)
the books are a killer and now i understand why it costs more den a hundred bucks per book.
freakshit books which end up giving me aching shoulders and abrasions cos of my bag.
class is cool,
except that i only have 7 classmates.
its shit but we combine with the commerce people from time to time.
i ahve nerds inmy class.
they all scored BELOW 10 for their Os.
like wtf.

there is a china boy,
he reminds me of jon.
but he's less freaky den jon.
and not as friendly.
the only thing is he gives weird stares.

my class doesnt have cool people.
and there's one that looks like sarina.
HA. i told josh and he pretends he didnt see.
but she's nice.
we lunch together.

there's a fatbastard in commerce.
yes, thats his horrible nickname.
but he's funny.
and he DRIVES.
horray. (:

timetable is like shit.
i start at 9 and end at 6 on tues,
with only an hour's lunch break.
and i only start late on ONE pathetic day.
man, i wanna start bumming all over again.
i think i'm gonna fail my course.

i had a FANTASTIC VALENTINE'S DAY + VALENTINE'S WEEKEND (kinda)!
what bout yu! :D

nikki: huh. whats 'okay well sthm round i rem that.'?

cheryl: i'm goodgood. what bout yu?
has my little devil turned into black ashes? (:

ian: yu are ddamm f-king retarded la.
i changed my number like, AGES AGO.
just admit that yu lost it or sth.
and what i didnt tell yu guys.
curry chicken and vince has it la.
neh.

shaun: no worries.
i'll pray for yu.

2006-02-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

ROAR.

2006-02-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

whatthehell.
i have no idea whats going on.
but its nothing big yet so i dont care.

i bought a new piece today.
it cost me abomb,
but i'm gonna practice it EVERYDAY.
cos i'm gonna play it when wen comes back this year. (:

i didnt get enlisted into malaysia's army nonsense.
hooray.
so ridiculous.
shit waste of time.
i wanted to go onandon bout that shit but i'm scared i get sued.
RAHH.
forgetit.

i msged my longlost wormie today.
thanks to my sister. ((:

dan:
eh, i cant make it.
and i cant be bothered to call yu to arrange for another day.
see how yea?
HA.
BYE.

2006-02-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

hee, i finally got over the thing i wanted to post for the guys.
mmms, hopefully yu guys can see that I WAS SINCERE.
lols.

school's starting next week.
and i've got debts to clear before school starts.
):

2006-02-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

this is more of a dedication entry.
a year ago, i thought entering Mi for first three months would have been the worst times of my life.
in a way, yes it was and maybe also not.
one entire year has past and I still am very much touched by the friends I’ve found back in tohtuck.
though the period of jan05 till march05 technically marked the worst times of meandjosh,
and I made enemies of whom I would still want to prick them with ten thousand needles,
I did find great buddies whom are greatly missed.
so i thought maybe I should just leave some shoutouts for them.

to my dearest group of friends I found in MI.
the ones whom became my friends after one meeting at the busstop.
the ones whom always cared for me like big brothers.

_________________

JONJON!:
yu are number one and yu should be damm proud about that. meeting yu was frightening but sweet.
it was terrible hearing all the stories about yu. and it took me a good 11months to ask yu for the truth. the stories I hear always scare the shit out of me. that at times I wondered if I was even safe walking right next to yu.
thank yu for ur constant and neverending praises,
and I hope yu found another pair of legs to praise. :D
I wanna thank yu for all the times yu’ve listened,
for yu have always been there when I needed yu.
for all the times yu tried knocking much sense into me.
for all ur constant encouragement and love,
so much so that I miss yu so much now that we seldom talk.
yu are one of those whom i actually bumped into once in awhile,
so it aint as bad.
thankyu for sticking up for me no matter what I land myself into,
for helping curse all that I’m mad with.
yu take care jonjon, and thankyu again,
for making me feel that yu would always care. (:

from here its alphabetical order. hee.

ANGJINBOON!:
BOON!! :D skinny bamboo.
ha. darling small hooligan,
I remember telling the people around me on the first day of school that I would never want to be friends with yu and yuewei.
cos yu two looked like seriously, horrendously chao ahbengs.
hanging around with yu would never ever be lonely,
cos yu’re always full of shit in everything that yu say.
ur laughter is hilarious and ur character is sweet.
I have never thought twice about the way I treat myself sometimes till the threats and talks I get from yu.
I once felt that yu were the only one I could entirely confine in, the way the both of us used to feel inferior hanging around with jon,
until yu stopped coming to mi and decided to be a fulltime crasher of cj.
but still,
having yu around like a big brother was great and those moments will be greatly cherished andand, yu still have not told me whyonearth yu wanted my number yu goose.
yu owe me an explanation since 84957847581906 years ago.
remember the day when yu and jon were playing pool opposite the prata place?
yu promised to tell me! :D
yu better keep to ur promise.
cos yu’re supposed to be my FRIEND.
hee, study hard and quit clubbing so much.

DAVIN:
the greatest gentleman who would get all drenched and walk close to an hour in the rain just to get a cab for a girl,
and sending her home after that though yu stay in the opposite direction.
(((((((:
that was really sweet.
I don’t think I should just repeat the entire day here right now but it was really sweet of yu that day.
especially when we were just friends.
yu are the greatest cos yu’re always carrying tissue around for me during that period of time. once I started to look down,
yu would just go to ur bag and bring me a pack of tissues.
everyone would always be busy comforting and just trying to help me move on with things but yu would stay out of everything and just approach me later asking me if I’m okay. (:
yu were always the ‘stay away’ kinda guy,
not getting into trouble.
one of those who are still more or less the same since I’ve known yu.

HOHO:
the sweetest guy I have ever known when chasing a girl.
up till now, I’ve never tasted a guy’s homemade cheesecake before.
haha.
yu’ve got a sexy mole,
great guitar skills,
with crazy ideas of piercing urself, urself.
another neh who offers me tissue
and comes from the same native country as I do.
however, its not fair that yu’re so terribly rich while i’m so ridiculously poor.
andand,
yu neh. yu promised to have ampang yong tou foo with me in ampang but yu didnt keep to ur promise.
I AM NOT GONNA FRIEND YU.
unless yu buy me bakkutteh PLUS yongtoufoo.
ha.

JAESH:
black! hee, I feel so bad everytime I think bout mi.
cos of the times I whack yu so freaking hard that if yu were a bad guy,
I think yu would have broken my bones, chop me up and feed me to the lions.
thank yu for yu have always allowed me to vent my anger on yu.
yu never once complained or got mad at me after my numerous abuses to yu.
yu always just kept quiet about the pain and laughed it off.
yu would help me scold the bitchand hold me down when I blow.
yu would help me give cold horrid stares to the people I dislike.
but since yu went to ac and me to cj,
we hardly ever talk anymore.
but! I’m sure we’ll meet up sometime soon,
if I get down to organise a get together (or so I said I would long time ago),
if not, I’m sure we’ll get our chances. (:

STAM:
YOOOOUUUUUU!!! aiyos.
terribleterrible. yu think too much bout everything my dear boy,
and I apologise greatly for not replying ur recent msgs.
I’ve been busy.
with lots of family stuff and I just got back from malaysia I’m fine so don’t yu worry.
its you whom needs to remember that audrey is always here for yu, should yu need a friend.
and that she would always be more den willing to listen to ur woes.
I dont remember ignoring any of ur missed calls,
and yu dont have to feel bad bout bothering me with those calls.
I’ll make sure I tell yu when I feel that if ever yu’re just being foolish and are pestering me with those calls. (: (I hope that made sense)
and STOP worrying about whether or not other people mind yu calling me!
aiyos! yu’re contributing to my phone bill not theirs! :D
and so, for the times yu sat next to me in school,
repeatedly saying ‘ohno, please dont cry, please dont cry. I will feel sad too yu know.’
HAHA, thankyu. (:
yu were one of those whom I felt was sincere in making friends with me. (:

guys, thank yu all for everything.
hopefully this entry has showed that I have not forgotten all of yu.
take care.
thank yu again. (:

2006-01-24T13:59:00.000+08:00

baby got me that gorgeous perkins bag that i wanted! :D
((((((((((((((((:
thankyu lublub!

alexia flies to the states just to do shopping.
i want to do that too.
):

2006-01-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

ROARRR.

2006-01-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

my mom insists that i am stubborn.
RAHH.

and i decided not to give in anymore.
i am gonna be a megabitch for a day.
RAHH.

i cant seem to finish the stuff i wanna write out for the MI guys.
RAHH.

i want to go do cny shopping but my cousins are coming.
RAHH.

i cant seem to play this annoying violin piece.
RAHH.

i want to get my perkins bag.
RAHH.

BYE.

2006-01-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

seriously, it sucks that i have nothing to do these days.
school has started for sooooo many,
lots of people who are studying privating are preparing for tests,
i'm not gonna go back for a job,
i dont have anyway in mind to shop other den states,
the timings that people are free are during the times that i have shows to watch.
i'm not longer that involved in other activities,
i'm bored.
rarr. i MUST go find sth to do before school starts.
a course or sth!

somehow when i found out,
i felt somewhat upset.
even though we were just friends.

okay. I GOT STALKED AGAIN.
haha. this time the stalker was freaking LOUSY.
even my sister saw.
okay.. i shall go scene by scene.
i'm so freee anyway.

scene one:
SATURDAY MORNING, 1025AM
i was walking my sister to j8 for her every saturdaysodraggyandboring organ lessons.
i walked past this handphone shop (still closed) which my dad gave like soooooo much business to recently.
one of the workers walking there was sitting across the zebraaaa crossing at the bus interchange.
of course, i didnt know he would become a stalker so me and my sister just carried on walking.
but he got up, crossed the zebraa crossing and followed the both of us till the lifts of j8.
i saw him when i was crossing to j8 and again outside the lift,
but he didnt take the lift.
at that time, he wasnt exactly a stalker.
(cos i tot he was just coming to j to buy some stuff since he hasnt started work)

scene two:
SATURDAY AFTERNOON, 0315PM
i had just trimmed my hair and was rushing home cos i was late for ballet.
had to walk past the shop on my way home.
this time i walked quickly and quite a distance from the shop.
the other guy from the same shop, (the more friendly, more capable one)
was standing at the entrance smoking his life away and smiled when i walked past.
(he knows who i am cos of my dad)
shouted so blardydammloudly to stalker,
so that ABCDEFG guy still saw me and apparently followed again.
this time i saw him when i was making some turn at a 90degree corner.
dickhead. he was running towards my direction.
i crossed the road towards the community centre as usual and all..
had to walk along this stretch of a block,
so this time, i casually turned around and i saw that idiot walking behind some pillar.
TYPICAL.
i had to rush home so i just ignored him.
called baby and made him talk to me while i walk home..
when i reached my block,
i pressed the lift and turned around and saw that porkchop going behind some pillar again. (not that far away though)
i got into the lift,
and pressed storeys 3 10 15 21.
(i stay on the 3rd floor by the way)
i jst didnt want that arse to know where i got off.
but hopefully he didnt see that,
i was the only one that got into the lift.
came back,
went to the balcony window,
and saw that arse walking away from my block.
DICK.

scene three.
SUNDAY AFTERNOON, SLIGHTLY AFTER 12NOON.
parents have been making me look after my sister the past few days cos they were packed with their own stuff.
concerts to attend and my dad's best friend's mom past away,
so everything was chaotic and rushed.
i had to sort of cancel all my plans to look after her. (hatethat.)
so yes, anywayi though i should be a nice sister and give my sister a good lunch.
but she was being lazy and didnt want to go further den j8.
between sakae and swensens,
she decided on sakae.
walked past that stuupid handphone shop and that stalker guy was in the midst of a huge yawn.
HAHA. it was raining by the way.
didnt expect him to follow again but he did,
it was raining so heavily so me and my sis had an umbrella whining each time we accidentally stepped into a puddle.
crossed the road to j8 again and saw stalker crossing the road too!
but bout 20m away..
this time, he followed all the way to sakae.
not into sakae but good enough.
he walked till the entrance of sakae.
NEH.

i think he's stalking me.
is he?

ohwells. mom wants me to bake some pineapple tarts,
since i'm so free.
i made chocolate cheesecake and tortellis last week!
HA.

this is a long and shit entry. (:

2006-01-06T19:20:00.000+08:00

okay. i changed my layout but it looks weird.
VERY weird.

mr jon, please stop leaving ur comments as who yu are cos people are thinking yu're a stranger and not my friend!
and no, i'm aiming to lose some weight so shuttup!
mmms, how are yu and ur girl?
quit clubbing so much and spend more time on her.
cos.. nevermind.
mmms, i'm not gonna continue revealing stuff on a private blog.

NIK! of course i remember yu sweetie.
how are yu!
mmms, hope hockey's all good too!
i wanna go watch the matches sometime!
let me know!
and please dear, ur boyfriend would get yu something even bigger if yu ask! :D
take care! (:

WEN. babe, stop sending me so many mushy letters!
i'll end up turning les! haha.

DAVID. i'm so sorry for not turning up on sunday.
i overslept.
we'll arrange sth again!

my heart says, screw resolutions cos i wont be able to follow them.
HA.
nic contacted me earlier this week regarding getting a job at sun.
godknows if he's got it.
sun's offering me a pay raise, total flexibility in schedule and food allowance as an incentive.
baby and my mom both think i shouldnt work anymore but i'm really truely bored.
ohwells. SEE HOW.

I WANT SASHIMI!
(BABY! *hint)

XY! wapiangz,
eu still wan ur book wan notz?
hahaz.

2006-01-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

someone asked if i was going to make any 2006 newyear resoluations.
mmmmmms.
MAYBE LA.
i'll try to get down to it and write some.

mr JON can well, help with some.
i cant think of anything.
knowing how great i already am.
LOL.

i've left sunwithmoon.

ipod video for baby for xmas.
but i spoilt his new year celebration.
ohwells. i know he still loves me.
haha. (:

i'm lazy.
as usual.

kahyan: hey dear, please leave me a note of sth.
i've lost hold of ur blog add.. ):

2005-12-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

daddy sent this to me.
so i'm sharing it with all you guys.
MERRY CHRISTMAS you guys.
CLICK!

love, aud.

2005-12-23T19:24:00.000+08:00

recently, i've been taking really long to update that i think no one ever comes by here anymore. :/
ohwells, i have been TRYING to quit my job but UNSUCCESSFUL.
sucks.
the place has been really busy these days.
working 10hours a day is a killer,
but having friends dropping by makes everything better!
eeew, that just rhymed, disgustingly.
haha.
okay, in 2days,
the following people have coincidentally dropped by.
alicia, kenji, cherylan, tim, kin, mabel and ben.
(((((((:
thank yu guys.

christmas is in two days time and i'm not even in the mood yet.
for the first time,
i feel as though i rather spend christmas in a foreign place.
ohwells, and all who ask me what i want for christmas,
i cant seem to give them an answer.
):
sorry.

2005-12-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

why do i even need to blog when i have someone to report my daily movements?
wtf la.

work is no longer as smooth as it used to be.
shucks.

2005-12-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

its feels good to be loved and pampered.
(random)

END.

2005-12-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

alrights. and so i'm back.
manymany horrendous photos,
i think there are more bad den good ones.
the trip wasnt very good.
bleah. long story.
wasnt what i expected it to be. ):
by the way, i've got close to 2kg of gummy bears.
it's open to sharing!! :D
i'm lazy to blog bout the whole trip but there are many stories for those who are interested.
i'll share when we meet. (:

going away for a short trip this weekend.
thought baby would be able to come along but ohwells.
change of plans.
my head says 'no biggie'
heart says 'f.ck it'
forgetit.

contacted jrex and he said i gotta go down to chijmes to collect the new uniform.
he says it looks terrible but terry said it looks okay..
thinking bout it,
grey is indeed a disgusting colour for waitress-ing.
eeeeks.
i dont like.
work tmr. i want the money.
buddies arent working same shift and that sucks.
hopefully my china dolls will be there. :/
okay. i'm bored.

I NEED FOOD.
i've got so much chocolates at home now that i think i can open my own chocolate buffet!! :D
ha.

2005-12-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

kahyan: hey dear. mmms, i'm going ot visit my aunt as of tmr..
but it's not in melb.
i'll be going to adelaide.
for a few days only..
den i'll be back. (:

the reception today was great.
i teared THREE TIMES.
the loveliest couple i know,
getting married.
the day of the marriage proposal,
uber sweetness.
everyone who had the right to be there were there.
the crowd was big but still cosy..
everything was sparklingly beautiful.
(:

alrighty. i'll be gone for a week.
anything yu guys want me to get for yu,
let josh know yea?
or get my prepaid number from him..
worst come to worst,
leave a note on my blog.
take care dears.
love.

2005-12-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

friendster's a porkchop cos i cant recieve my testimonials.
isaac's a nehneh cos he wrote me so many ridiculous testimonials in a day.
(ISAAC: i realised how free yu were after seeing the rubbish from yu. but den again, thankyu for them cos yu contributed to the 'who's viewed me' counter. HAHA)
work's a shit cos i burnt myself, killed my legs, and got pissed off.
life's a bore when its so difficult to move on.

i'm not who yu feel i am.

it doesnt matter who else treats me well,
when yu cant even trust me.
maybe again, i should just hope and pray that i die in australia next week.
maybe that way yu'll no longer be upset over me,
nor be all frustrated over the way things seem to be to yu.
ya, maybe yu would like things to be that way too huh.

2005-11-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

DELETED.

2005-11-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

baby's angry with me.
i've got nothing to say.
except that things didnt happen the way yu think it did.
so ya.

josh was busy the whole night.
was feeling a little lonely.
took a walk at the park,
it drizzled but the surroundings gave me the peace to think.
thoughts all messed up now.
pills will help sleep it off.
goodnight.

2005-11-25T11:37:00.000+08:00

years since i blogged.
been really busy with stuff these days.
i been accepted into UNSW so ya.
and that biatch doesnt have to look down on me anymore.
jiaying knows who i'm talking about.

birthday wishes were all good, except for one,
by dear jonnie.
cos half his msg ended up insulting me. (:
haha. alrights. i dont really wanna name out all the names but yu guys know who yu are,
sorry that i didnt reply to most of you.
but it was appreciated by me.
the many sms-es, phone calls to my mom's phone cos yu couldnt get me anywhere else,
the voicemails on my house phones and handphone.
and to the few of you who took the trouble to sing me happy birthday and all.
to girlfriend: so sorry i wasnt at home to recieve the flowers.
but it's nice of yu to continue sending them even after so many years.
to shaun: i expected them but i couldnt accept it so yes.
please understand. sorry.
to melvin:my grandma's all fine now.
thank yu so much.
and i'll drop by at that club/pub soon enough.
to david: i cried after ur voicemail,
thankyu.
to wennie: it never meant anymore touching.
to baby: sorry bout all their comments but all's well now.

and so, i've started working.
and those people who are into quality jap food,
come drop by yea?
prices arent the usual sakae ichiban prices but its not the rocket high prices either.
food is good.
but it doesnt have those small little sushi rolls if yu're into it.
come for the set lunches. the bentos and kamameshi-s.
its good.
so anyway.
its third floor of wheelock.
its called sun and moon or something like that.
haha. if yu want audreythegreat to serve yu,
yu better check if i'm working there before yu come eat.
hee. okay. work isnt that bad.
i prefer working inside den outside.
i prefer working with jrex than the china dolls.
i prefer them to call me huimin den xiaoli.
but i still like work most of the time,
except when the capital j takes charge.
ohwells.

ohyes, i wont be in singapore from the 5 to the 10 of dec.
anything contact my mom's phone, or msg my prepaid no(get it from me), or contact josh yea?
love!

2005-11-09T19:42:00.000+08:00

SHOOTS. there's a 2006 collection for the birks.
HOW?
THOSE WHO WERE INTERESTED IN THE SPREE INITIALLY, MSG ME.
amelia, i'll call yu.
clar, tell ur cousins and all and let me know how yea?

2005-11-09T19:20:00.000+08:00

okay. i've not exactly disappeared.
the birks spree is STILL on.
but yu guys gotta wait for awhile more alrights?
cos i'm currently waiting for a response for the best offer i can get for the shoes.
i've written to 3companies and still waiting.
so ya. so sorry..
as for those who are in a hurry to get the shoes,
errs. yu may go ahead.
cos i'm not sure when i'll get a reply.
meanwhile, for those who are gonna wait while they save money,
please dont pangseh this spree halfway! (:

2005-11-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT

1. i am NOT earning anything out of the birks spree.
2. this spree is not gonna end so soon due to the several requests to delay it.
(most need time to get cash)

but meanwhile, please be patient.
and yu guys MUST let me know if yu're interested.
or else we cant carry the spree out.

2005-11-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

BIRKS SPREE BELOW ENTRY.

ohwells. pw is coming to an end and i am glad.
VERY.
and i'm currently looking for a job.
if anyone knows of any,
please let me know yea?
anywhere BUT hooters.
yes, pay is good but i dont want to.
so guys, stop suggesting that i go try hooters.

i think the birks spree will go on.
all i have to do is get me, atiqi, amelia's two friends and prob aloy.
so guys, SUPPORT THE SPREE YEA?

JON: SOMEONE WAS WEARING A HEADBAND AT NEWSROOM HUH?
lols.

2005-11-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna try organise a birks/papillo/tatami/heidi spree.
mainly, its for friends/
but den again,
i dont know if this is gonna be successful.
i'm gonna see whats the response and see how kays?
actually, this was brought up by my current class.
so ya. lets see how.

alrights, FIRSTLY,
ALL PARCELS ARE SHIPPED INSURED WITHOUT ANY ADDITIONAL CHARGE.
DURATION: 15 - 20 DAYS
29,90 SGD
FREE SHIPPING IS PROVIDED FOR ALL ORDERS ABOVE 249 SGD http://footshopping.com/db/default.cfm?MI=31

so technically, lets try to see if we can hit SGD249
and if any of yu can confirm that germany is selling these much cheaper,
let me know. (apparently it isnt)
from what i see,
its definitely cheaper den what we would find in stores.
so yes. let me know how many people are interested.
msg or leave a not on my blog after this entry.

view stuff from this web.
http://footshopping.com/db/default.cfm?MI=31
and i'll just leave some prices

BIRKS
GIZEH: S$77.49 - S$87.70
RAMES: S$77.49 - S$87.70
MADRID: S$57.07 - S$61.16

PAPILLIOS
MADRID: $59.11 - S$63.20

okay/ AUDREY IS LAZY.
please go view and let me know yea?

2005-10-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO MELLOW MY DEAR PRINCESS.
god, I havent called yu that in a longg longg while.
I'm so glad yu didnt put this whole lot up on my blog cos there would be tension again.
I'll tell yu why next time or rather maybe check ur tag board.
it links to this,
just in case yu think why my that particular tag is so random.

ANYWAY, its gonna be difficult for me to really reply to ur post here cos errs, YUKNOWWHY.
but dont be angry with S anymore.
she was probably just trying to find a conversational topic with them.
she didnt think that I would come hear of it either.
I think nobody in the class actually ever thought that me and ABC would be friends again.
and ar, WHY DIDNT YU JUST TELL ME YU WERE ANGRY WITH ME?
next time MUST tell me kays?
even if it may be childish and ridiculous to even bring it up.
but honestly, I am very sorry to have made yu feel the way yu did last year.
and I'm planning to make up for it.
I'll think how.
BUT NOT WITH CASH.
haha, or yu can think of how yu want me to apologise to yu,
let me know..
but it must be decent.
and the part on ur blog where yu were ranting,
HAHA. its still happening now.
in fact, it just happened last week.
serious. :D

MISS HEAH, YU HAVE HURT ME DEEPLY DUE TO YU TELLING OTHERS HOW MAD YU WERE WITH ME,
INSTEAD OF TELLING ME STRAIGHT.
so now, I demand that,
yu stand in the middle of orchard and sing the national anthem to ur toes!
okay, that was lame and random.
ANYWAY, dont worry bout this la.
we shall forget this,
and look forward to our sushi meal soon.
its little fights that will make our friendships stronger. (:
wheeeeee, me and heahie are all okay again.
BYEBYE TO ALL THE FRIENDSHIP SPOILERS.
who goes out to spoil everybody's friendship.
and LING if yu read this,
I'm NOT referring to yu.
and I'm not mad at the people who were involved in this matter either. (:
thank yu all instead. honest.

xy, ur entry was mushy no doubt.
but dont change it.
cos it made me smile. ((((:
'ive become blind. i cant see the flaws of it.'
sounds like some couple la.
imagine this:
girl made boy upset.
but boy doesnt take it to heart.
girl feels bad.
girl and boy make up and girl apologises profusely,
boy then goes:
'dont worry anymore honey.
I'm not angry.
yu’re such a beautiful girlfriend and I love yu so much that
ive become blind. i cant see the flaws of yu. (instead of it)
cheer up honey. I love yu'
CORRECT? haha. so mushy and romantic.
so now, 'xy, no worries. its all over.
and I love yu too.'
(we can be lesbians)
wahahahaha.
(but I know yu DO indeed love me la. :D)

alrighty. I'm done blogging for today.
I hope and I wish I can change my school.
*crossesfingersandhopemydadwouldchill.
I wanna work hard next year.
I wanna make it somewhere in life.
I wanna be useful and valuable in future.
I just need this chance. :/

2005-10-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

i dont know if she'll get to see this but no harm trying.

*crossesfingers.

KAHYAN:

darhling, are yu back in singapore?

2005-10-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

FUCK OFF BITCH.
my friend DOES NOT mean they are your friend.
stop pestering them, adding them online and all cos they're annoyed.
GOD. GET A LIFE.
i'm nice to yu doesnt mean we are the same person.
stop being a peehole and find ur own friends.
yu will never fit in with us cos yu're an outright loser.
ur little whining voice and constant silence does not mean yu're innocent.
yu're super annoying and i'm glad i'm FINALLY getting rid of you.
FUCK OFF la.
yu werent liked before,
and will never be liked by us.
LOSER.

some people are just fucking thick skin.
just because yu hang around with me,
and yu're with me when i meet my friends on the street doesnt mean they know yu,
nor wanna know yu.
stop being such a leech.
yu're annoying.
yes.

i am so annoyed.
anyway, my parents doesnt want me to go poly.
rarrrr, no way i'm gonna do jc anymore.
:/

2005-10-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

hello bello.
dadadoo. pool with honn today,
and I BEAT HIM.
haha, in one game la.
but then again,
he only let me pot the last ball.
he started first and managed to get all the balls in,
and only left the last one for me.
haha, so as he says, technically i win.
but den again, SO RIDICULOUS! :D
to all those who doesnt know,
today is audrey's first proper attempt at that silly game.

anyways, honn came back home with me but left to meet his boyfriends,
leaving me all alone with super grouchy rents.
fedup.
and he stopped msging me halfway.
i think he's watching movie. rarrr.
tan is sleeping and cant go down to the park to play with me.
i am bored..
everyone's so far away, and i refuse to call people out.
let's wait and see who keeps me company tonight.

goodness. i've been trying to enter some site for the past week and i couldnt cos i forgot the password.
i realised what it was today,
baby's name. *faints.

i've put back the comments thingy.
cos my dearest pangsai baby wouldnt leave her presence known unless its on the comment place so yes!
it's back up.
love.

2005-10-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

AUDREY IS FEELING SAD.

ohwells. I lost my previous post.
but i sort of can rmb what was the most impt part of it.
it's about people thinking that the other is fake.
and yes, according to dictionary.com,
fake = having a false or misleading appearance.
when I thought I really understood these friends,
I came about to hear that what I thought wasnt what they felt.
to them, I am not who I seem to be.
actually, who is to determine who is fake and who isnt.
who would really know and understand the other.
and how long would it take for one to know the other before he/she can actually judge and criticise him/her.
I once called someone fake.
and I feel guilty about it.
even when I see her these days.
I really want to apologise to her.
but I dont really dare.
one day, I promise, I would.
sometimes when we have a little conflict,
we tend to think about all the negatives about that person.
and draw away.
but until we are willing to be friends again,
will we actually sometimes discover that this was actually a good relationship.
shit. I dont know what I’m really saying.
I just feel weird today.
there's just stuff happening with friends around.
be it involving me or not.
sometimes I dont understand why we humans jump to judge people.
I've made that mistake before,
so I understand why people think that of me.
to some, audrey is someone who tries too hard to be someone whom she isnt.
someone who would just follow the crowd,
and try havoc with the 'cool people',
someone who puts up a face for everyone as probably a girl who tries to treat everyone nice.
and would go all out to be nice to everyone, even if it’s against morals whatsoever.
and to some, audrey is one who cant be bothered with some people,
allowing herself to offend them without thinking of the consequences,
and regretting only in the future.
one who curses and swears and shows obvious dislikes.
seriously, which yu think I am,
I have no power to change ur perspective of me.

okay, anyway.
Daniel called me today.
he's coming back to school to visit next week!
when I told him so far t1 only has 7 confirm promotion,
he laughed so loudly and exclaimed why so bad.
honestly, I miss having Daniel around in school.
I no longer have a buddy who would be all nice to me anymore.
Daniel has pampered me as a friend.
he carries my food for me even if I bought it from a different stall,
and returns it.
he buys me a drink even if its so far away and he isnt getting one for himself,
he would walk to just help me photocopy stuff.
he tolerates me even when I’m at my ultimate annoying-est.
he joins me when I’m crazy.
he argues with me so often but shuts up when I get angry.
he allows me to complain bout him right in his face.
and the best part,
he waits and helps me get a cab when I'm on my way to meet baby.
even if its raining.
he wait and help me flag,
before leaving.
even if his appointment is more interesting and urgent than mine.
so yes, Daniel is a good buddy.
and if yu ever read this,
thank yu my friend. (:

xinyang: sorry babe.

jon: sorry.

baby: the biggest sorry to yu.

a night of apologies? HA.

2005-10-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

please. what religion do yu have.
yu're just a freaking wannabe.
there's just this deep hate for yu now.
and i simply think yu're @!&*$#? GROSS.
and STOP trying to follow other people's style,
suck up to those who are cool,
and STOP thinking my friends=your friends.
*BEEP.

ANYWAY, i want to work.
cos i want money.
(:

i went for a dip with baby today,
and i went into the pool,
and pratically froze inside.
i couldnt get out cos of the wind.
but didnt want to stay in cos it was freezing.
- what do yu call a son of a singh.
SINGLET.
yes, my boyfriend was that bored.
telling me singh jokes.
which is like, 848647671634 years old.
- which is better, fly or mosquito.
aud: fly.
josh: why?
aud: cos its bigger.
josh: wrong. mosquito. cos mosquito can fly but fly cannot mosquito. ??
- two gays were fighting inside a bar,
and headed outside to exchange blows.

YES. he was trying his very best to entertain me,
but honestly, i cant laugh to these.
(:

2005-10-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

so yes. i got back half my results and its really upsetting.
but i wun blame anyone else but myself.
f.ckit la.
though i have improved,
i improved a little too late la.
i'm not gonna take supp paper what so ever,
prob just quit school soon.
and see what my parents want me to go next.
(after all, it doesnt matter to them what i want to do)
ohwells. i'm feeling depressed.
SERIOUSLY.
i've cried so much that my head, eyes, heart all hurt.
i hate exams.
it all proves that i'm useless,
thus.
worthless.
rarrrr. i want to scream.
BYE.

2005-10-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

mmms, i changed my layout.
but i'm not exactly happy with it yet.
it will be further edited.
if i ahve the time.
leave ur comments on the tagboard kays?
i cant seem to remember my haloscan password.

anyways, i wanted to put up some really really rude layout,
thanks to the anger in me these days.
sometimes, i feel so hopelessly angry that i'll just lay down and sob.
nevermind.
AND SO, i decided to use this layout instead.
white background still seems better.
and suddenly, i forgot what i wanted to type.
argh.

so anyway, i know some of yu have always wondered why audrey doesnt have a display picture on msn and why i dont add photos on friendster though i'm always taking photos.
the thing is, i have this someone, a friend,
who would check out these photos and compare herself with me.
and i dont exactly want her to know how my life is and all,
like who my friends are,
boyfriend is and yadayada.
cos she's sort of the type who goes around making up stories based on the photos.
so ya, aiya.
if yu wannna know the actual story and all.
ask me when yu see me.

alright. i gotta go complete my pw draft.
so annoying.
blog later.
love. (:

2005-10-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

DUH I'M AFFECTED.
who wouldnt.
but i aint gonna say what.

promos FINALLY ended,
with life back to normal,
i'm starting to feel bored.
and i was just telling baby today,
its been so long since we had a good lunch.
goodness, i wanna go out.
and i wanna go shopping.
i got stuff to buy.
i wanna get a pair of black pants.
and one from andrew's shop.
and i got a few tops i'm interested in. (:
but first, i need cash.
i shall save.
but den again,
i got other stuff to save for. :/
ohwells. i shall think of sth else..

anyways, couple trouble happened again,
but i'll help me dear old friend.
CHICKEN! dont worry. (:

sinking in the sunset here
alone with you
a photograph so perfect
we'll just stay and never move
but it comes and it goes so fast
we can make it last
taste the summer afterglow
take it with you when you go
remember me when you’re back in school
if you cant make it through -- afterglow; closure
sweet. (:

2005-10-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

i'm only left with two more papers!
sort of.
wheeeee. i screwed up my history paper yesterday,
and daniel even smarter,
he didnt even turn up for the paper..
nehneh. to think i was looking for him after that..
ohwells, he just called me.
asked me to check out the army number..
cant exactly find it though.
THATS NOT THE POINT.
the point is,
there isnt actually any point.
goodness. OKAY,
so daniel's leaving me, (EEEKS, sounds like we're breaking up)
and me and debo will be losign a jiemei.
and i no longer have anyone to fight with in school.
and and, ohwells. i'm gonna be sad that he's leaving.
afterall, he was one of my closest bud this year..
):

promos are horrible.
i've never studied so much in my entire life.
and this year, it's the FIRST time i've ever studied till i felt tired.
like, wth la.
audrey study = unbelievable.
audrey tired COS of studying = outrageously insane.
goodness, i'm so bored at home.
but i cant go out.
cos i've got conjunctivitis.
Friday morning, one eye infected.
sat morning, BOTH eyes infected.
rarrrr, frustrating.
ohwells.

AUDREY'S REAL LOVE: ohmygawd. who on earth ARE yu la..
haha, i know who la.
michael jackson's ex lover rights?
heh, and my darling P** B**.
aiyas, darling yu know what i'm saying.. :D
haha, do yu think YU could actually screw up promos?
exxxccuusseee mooiii, who’s the one who got TWELVE points?
haha, yu wait long long la.
yu still got a lot of torture to get from VINDU and help win the championships before yu can leave.
heh. by the way, DID I TELL YU THAT UR FRINGE DAMM CUTE?
HAHA.

jon: sorry, i DO remember bout the lunch..
but i dont know when le.
1800-audreyisabitch has started operating.
please dial to voice ur comments.
heh, HOW ARE YU LA.

xy: actually, it wasnt ALL his friends were kiam.
those who couldnt turn up earlier all had GOOD valid reasons.
except for ONE. haha.
but when he turned up also NO MORE FOOD LA.
so too bad. lols.

2005-09-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i feel,
so depressed.
two things.

1. i just decided to look at some photos, linking through ur friendster to her page.
i finally realised why i once lost the battle.
sorry i aint good enough.

2. i really dont know ur intentions of the sudden outburst towards me,
and i cant seem to understand why all this is happening again.
all these while, has all of it been nothing but a prank.
time after time again,
yu just enjoying coming and going.
ur sudden appearances and disappearances.
i have no idea whats up with yu,
nor what the hell yu want from me.
sometimes i so want to trust and believe all ur troubles, sorrows and talks,
and yet sometimes i feel like dirt to yu,
not even a friend.
let me tell yu sth,
each time yu appear,
it messes things up.
not cos i feel something for yu.
but cos i feel so torn between trusting and ignoring yu.
please, the yu i used to know aint the one i see now.
all ur flirting ways and heavy smoking habits.
change them.
i have no idea what yu're trying to do to urself,
but i'm sure everyone's worried.
sure, those times were great,
but i've moved on.
i hate being hung waiting and thats what yu did to me before.
seriously, i have no intentions of changing how my life is right now.
please. take good care of urself.

so alrights.
i dont have the mood.
and i'm in the midst of promos.
daniel's withdrawing after today's history paper.
i feel like doing the same.
but what clar said was true.
yu should try and in the future,
at least yu can look back and say,
'at least i've tried my best. i aint a loser whom chickened out'
not that dan's a loser or whatsoever,
but i understand his position.
no point that is.
sigh.

2005-09-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

celebrated baby’s birthday for him today..
wasnt that bigg a celebration.
it was meant to be a SURPRISE,
until two of his friends spoilt it for me by asking him last night why they werent invited.
nehnehpok.
one of them was ALREADY invited via zhixuan,
and the other one,
lets just say she’s just a girl. FULLSTOP.
so she went to ask Joshua why she wasnt invited,
spoiling my surprise,
and when I invited her this morning,
she said she wasnt even free in the first place.
i mean, WTF la.
so ya, it further dampened me and baby’s mood after what happened on sat night.
… ANYWAY. the lunch went on as usual at medesto,
some people only turned up upon hearing that there was a change in plans,
we aint going dutch and that I was paying for lunch.
GUYS BEING SO CHEAPSKATE.
goodness. I cant see myself dating a guy like that.
there was cake smashing,
smashing awafully chocolate’s cake.
WASTE MY MONEY SIA.
but nevermind.
as long as everyone enjoyed themselves. (:
lunch was good,
we even had black ink pasta.
SO COOL RIGHTS.
but I’m cooler la. HA.
hughlyn and his girlfriend came for the cake,
(but not cos they were cheapo)
they had some food,
sat around killing time.
before iain zac and I left in a cab..
zhixuan and black went suntec after bring 2hours plus late in meeting a friend.
baby, sugi, Kevin and the rest for pool.
and so baby’s celebration ends for pool.
HOPEFULLY i can find time to have another small celebration for him. (:
so ya, it would have been better if xy came but ohwells.
next birthday..

I WANNA WATCH TV NOW.
blog another time!

ps: bbbeeee, mummy says yu better treat me good since she’s so nice to send yu home even though she said she wouldnt. she scared yu kenna lost!
heh.

2005-09-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i feel so light today! (:

DDDWWWAAANNGGG.
haha, i feel so happy today.
not that much anymore anyway.
cos SOMEONE'S at work and cant keep me company tonight.
and i dont think i should go pester anyone else to keep me company. :/
SO. i got baby his birthday present already..
and i think i like it more den he does!
haha, ohyes.
it's a watch. (:
his mom was saying me and his older brother’s girlfriend samesame one.
buy the present and ren bu zhu keep it till actual day of birthday den give.
HEH. but aiyas.
josh already knows what the present is,
cos he chose it himself! (:
and so, the watch is a leather-ish black one..
with an lcd screen of a moving robot.
SO CUTE RIGHT.
haha. (everyone say YEA!)
okay, audrey's being mega retarded tonight..
but baby doesnt know that i have ANOTHER present for him!
he may read this but not know what! ((:
okay, enough madness.

i've been studying somewhat a little..
but still got a lot more..
i'm gonna spend saturday studying!
I MUST REMEMBER TO REMIND MYSELF THAT.

baby: wwwhhheeee. i hope yu like ur present!
i'll get yu the brown one for Christmas kays!
haha. spankyew for going to the doctors with me today!! =D

2005-09-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

do yu know how PAIN feels like.

life is sad.
cherylan is quitting ballet.
jasmine gonna stop for three months.
wennie broke up with her other half.
grace's down with dengue.
i lost my necklace.
i'm in need of cash.
and,
i broke my toe nail again.

RARRR.
i'm in the midst of hvaing a mood swing,
and it's been coming on and off for a few times these past two days.
SUCKS.
i dont feel like studying though i kno i have to..
i have 100% of history to start on, half of econs and 75% of geog.
SCREWED UP LA.
i'm feeling like such a brat that i wanna be PAMPERED.
XINYANG or DEBO, LETS GO FOR A SPA or sth..
rarrrr.

something quite hilarious just happened.
my dad was outside my house,
and here comes my neighbour,
he gives my dad this ida phamplet,
'eh! when i saw this, i thought it looks like ur daughter!'
HAHAHHA. MORON.

i see that anonymous is back.
but i sort of errs, have better things to do.
so ya, TOO BAD.
haha. i know one thing is jon will help protect me if anon says anyhing terrible.
(: (thanks jonnie)

2005-09-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

okay, this is a very very special post,
for a person who is very precious to me.
she JUST gave me a call,
and she ended up laughing at herself.
as usual.
i promised i'll leave something for her,
and so i thought i might as well declare my love for her.

JEAN ENG,
YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
THE APPLE OF MY EYE.
THE PAIN IN MY CRY.
THE PUIBAO IN MY MIND.
and yes, like yu said.
i think yu're damm prreettaayee yea?
HOT STUFF ARHX? lol.
haha, that was like sooooo random,
and wrong.
but nevermind,
as long as yu read this darling,
and know that i love you.
unlike that michael next to yu. (:

P.S: by the way,
everyone else, i am NOT lesbian.
i have a BOYfriend. heh.

kahyan: darhling, i'm fine.
how are yu?
coping well i hope?

2005-09-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

FUCK IT.
I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY NOW.
STOOPID BLOGGER.
i dont know what happened to my previous post.
and it was rather long though little sustance.
RARRRR.
ohwells, here is my post.
IN SHORT.

promos are in ELEVEN days.
i've started studying,
for geog, econs and gp.
but not history.
cos i cant seemt o get it into me.
aiyas, i wasnt smart to begin with.
jon will agree with that.
i think i've gotta start planning what i'm gonna do next year.
i'm gonna think of a good path so tht i wont get sent overseas.
rarrr.

i cant go out.
the thunder's a bitch.
my stomach's hurting.
and i think i wanna die.

ohwells, THE END LA.

jon: mmms, when yu want lunch?
how were ur exams ar?

hoho: when's the church thing!

2005-08-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling quite frustrated tonight.
my com seems to be screwing up again and my brother refuses to share the notebook cos he says he 'needs it more urgently'.
like, total bull la.
i've currently got 28 more days to promos and i think i should indeed start studying.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm damm pissed with my com.

anyway, there's just been so much politics going on in hockey itself that yu cant seem to trust.
there are just some whom yu actually thought would and could be a great bud,
but i guess its only time that word will spread.
trainings been fine.
except that i havent been turning up too often.
my class is great.
guess i'll have to enjoy them before i get expelled.
heh.
with that joker in front of me,
a terrible start for a day of mine would turn out beautiful with the constant retardness.
recently i got into some misunderstanding with a classmate,
made her really upset.
this part of me thinks i should talk to her,
tell her i know about how she felt,
but yet another part of me tells me that i should just keep quiet and let things be..

mom threatens me and says i'll get sent away if i dont pass my promos.
rahhh.

i'm waiting for my boyfriend to be done with his work.
and spend some time talking to me.
i havent seen him for days,
and i actually dont know when i'll see him again. ):

2005-08-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

beeeeereeeeee.
okay, that was random.
waitwait, i wanna blog bout something.
I WATCHED CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY IN THE GOLD CLASS THREATRE AT GREAT WORLD!
FREE! ((((:
lols. WENNIE, ARE YU JEALOUS.
actually, i was damm lucky to be able to go la.
was supposed to have a match but it got cancelled.
the ticket was initially for kienleong but he didnt wanna go.
so i went instead!
it was damm cool!
i sat right in front but yet i didnt have to like, strain my neck!
there're like, only THIRTY seats in the threatre.
and, THE SNACKS WERE DELIVERED to us.
some guy will come ask for order!
how cool is that!
ohoh, and the seats came with BLANKETS.
damm shiok rights!
anhdand, the chair was adjustable!
SO COOL. haha.
okay, so here how we managed to cacth a show there. (baby and me)
iain’s mom booked the entire theater,
for iain's belated birthday celebration!
and iain's mom paid for the snacks, EVERYTHING.
and that silly baaeeebeeee of mine,
forgot all bout iain's birthday till we asked him why the sudden treat. HAHA.
ohwells, i was like some small girl who was on the ferris wheel,
getting so happy over a cinema seat.
but its damm cool!
but also super expensive,
like, THRIY BUCKS for ONE seat.
so me and baby went back inot the theatre after the show,
and realised iain's mom spent a bomb.
haha, yu guys go calculate it urself.
all the necessary figures are there,
except for the bill for snacks..
iain didnt want to show. :/
but whatever is is,
i'm glad i went and,
THANKS IAIN.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! (:
if yu do see this. HA.

just because the next three dasy are like, sort of a short holiday,
i'm being sucha bum that i havent started on any work.
(i can see jon shaking his head)
LOL.

and about this white tape waxing sesson that happened in school,
i rather not blog about it.
and mr jonathan,
it would be nice if that mms remains in ur phone and ONLY in ur phone. LOL.

alrights, i gotta go do HISTORY.
bleah.

2005-07-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

goodness. i feel as though i'm deprived of my 'teenhood'..
heh. if there's such a word.
school ends so damm late everyday that i spend like, eleven hours in school,
and even if i finish at be it 5 or 6,
i've got violin at night.
by the time i get home it's close to 10.
no violin, i've got training.
lugging the bigg bag of things home,
i think i'm gonna get huge bulging shoulder muscles soon.
i think i wanna hire someone macho to carry the bag for me. HA.
and i'm far too exhausted to even read any notes cos i'm so freaking tired.
the earliest i can get home on a weekday is 430, which is on thurs,
and i spend the rest of my day catching up on all the homework i have,
saturdays are filled with ndp,
i get back late,
bathe and go to sleep with a wet head,
waking up with headaches,
blaming myself for not blowing my hair.
the best part is,
every week i go to sleep with a wet head and every sunday i wake up cursing myself.
ya, stuupid.
sundays, i wake up to spend some family time with breakfast out.
come back and look at the pile of work i have and get turned off.
promos are in 7 weeks (i think)
and i still know nothing.
goodness, i gotta start getting disciplined and start on my work cos my mom JUST reminded me that i gotta pass my promos. :/

alrights. studying i've gotta do.
and, i want to go shopping.
no, i NEED to go shopping.
haha, i feel like doing some online shopping. =D
nevermind, we'll see how later.
STUDY FIRST!

jonathan: nono, yu didnt ask me to say those stuff.
ur evil twin did. (:

zac: PLEASE, yu got sooo many already.
just give me one WILL DIE ISIT.
lols. dont fight with me.
he's MINE now.
yu can have errs,
yy, xx, vv and uu.
if yu need to find a a bb or cc,
let me know. (:
haha.

2005-07-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

wasnt exactly a good day today.
slept only at four last night.
felt so tired and moody today.
sorry guys, yu all had to tolerate my unreasonable-ness. :/
a day of silence after days of loudspeakers. heh.
ohwells. school, game, training, cake.
extremely long day.
thought we would lose like veryvery badly but it aint that bad.
lost by 2-0
my fault. :/
some guy who coaches me was saying (i cant remember his name)
'3-0 is a terrible game. it means yu guys are NO GOOD. 2-0 is okay, it simply means yu guys were unlucky twice during a tough match. 1-0 is good, cos it shows yu guys are powerful, aggressive, played a tough game.'
i felt slightly better. (:
training wasnt that difficult though.
basic muscle trainings for me.
realized the coach that we've got aint that bad after all.
he was fun today.
and something coach said gave me a lot of motivation.
in fact, it made my day. (((:

baby came over to bishan for awhile.
took a cab down just to help me carry the goalie bag home.
thanks dear.
yu were forgiven long ago.
i thought things out and i realized what i wanna do from now on.
yu know it too.
said it in my msg. (:
dont worry bout me.
i'm fine now. (:

two sentences from this song.
'if yu fall in love, fall in love and hold nothing back'
it says it all.

JONATHAN: i've got something to say about yu.
my friend also called jonathan gave me the inspiration to describe yu this way..
to the ever 'sweet caring charismatic charming heart-melting jonathan',
its been great having yu there giving me support as a friend.
thank you. (:
by the way,
i now can conclude that jon,
yu dont have a limited vocab.
unlike me. lols.

2005-07-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

goodness. anonymous seems to be getting a kick out of spamming my blog.
i mean, so what if i'e got hairy arms.
like as though my arms make me inhuman.
anonymous, it'll be greatly appreciated if yu would just STOP SPAMMING MY BLOG?
yes, i know yu hate me.
i know i've got enemies.
and i know yu hate me for everything that i am.
i'm fine with that cos what yu think doesnt matter since i dont exactly 'know' yu.
no idea who told yu i was popular cos i'm quite sure i wasnt.
honestly, i dont know what yu expect out of spamming my blog.
what thrill it is that yu get from it..
if i have said or done sth wrong to yu and yu expect an apology.
yea, i'll apologise to yu.

andrea's brithday today.
went to fishandco. for dinner with baby, didi, joette, nikki, bryan and silas.
was quite terrible initially but ohwells.
good dinner i guess.
photos, laughter, songs, memorable memories.
have a blessed year ahead babe.
five years as classmates and still counting.
love! (:
happy birthday, once again. (:

and yes, a number of yu seem to have seen me in town today.
on the escalator, ground level, crossing the road and yadayada.
and yu all didnt say hi cos i was said to be either on the phone or with my boyfriend.
so ya, nevermind.
next time come say hi kays!
no matter what, cos errs.
i'm a little blur only ar.. :/

changed of priorities in life.
suddenly its like as though i should even put studies before yu.
yes, thats how upset i am.
yu know what, i know yu meant well but,
somehow it just wasnt the right time to tell me that.
it doesnt matter what people say about me.
to hear that coming from yu,
of all people.
i'm sorry.
i cant accept it.
maybe a good sleep will just clear this all.
sorry, for being such a bitch.

2005-07-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

who's that neh spammer.
okay. something i said to joe while complaining bout the spammer.
at least i only bitch behind people's back. this nehpok moron bitches behind the bloody computer screen.
HAHAHAHA. someone's being an annoying loser la.
damm annoying la.
how coward can THAT spammer get.
ANONYMOUS: if attention is what yu are hoping to get from spamming my blog, yu got it. yu've got the attention yu've wanted. now everyone who reads my blog will what are losercowardnehputt yu are.
attention achieved. HAPPY?
seriously, if yu are so unhappy with me, i see that yu should come to me to clarify whatever nonsense yu think i shouldn't have said.
and yes, even if i do bitch about people,
i dont bitch bout them unless they've annoyed me.
if yu're here at my blog trying to stand up for uself,
i'd rather yu have more guts to
a) leave ur name
b) call me up or mail me
c) come look for me and clarify things in a mature way face to face,
d) or just disappear and stop spamming my blog.
choose one huh.
by the way, ANONYMOUS, i've great friends.
friends who will stand by me.
i shant continue with what i wanna say.

xy, sean, joe, didi, alloy, rick, THANK YU AR.
I HATE SPAMMERS.
okay, this is for alloy
'i think yu got the cutest set of baboon arses! hahahaha. SUBWAY ON MONDAY CAN?'
i dont want boon tong kee. :/

2005-07-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

EEEKS. i changed layout.
it looks girly.
tell me how isit alrights?
on my TAGBOARD.

its raining and for the first time in my life,
it seems as though even the rain has annoyed me.
actually, its just me in a foul mood.
terrible one.
slap ur PEA NUT seriously.
in what i actually mean to say,
screw ur freaking tiny dick, yu asshole.
i'm currently listening to hands on deck,
and its is sad.
cos i feel sad.
okay, nevermind,
i'm not making sense.
well, i never do rights?
cos i'm supid.
JUST LIKE YU SAID SO.
rarrrr. i'm annoyed.

ndp was bad.
but the company was fun.
our hockers are seriously funny.
two ndp sessions with them and we still have so much to laugh about.
we took the bestest photos
with the worst poses.
to think i actually thought i would have no friends in hockey.
well. all the people were great, EXCEPT FOR ONE.
nevermind.
gotta wait for kai to upload the photos anhd i'll put up the link.
we felt so bad actually,
it was kai's camera but nearly all the photos were the seven of us
and only a handful had kai in it..
but kai had her fill with photo taking too,
she took soo many with my phone that i've got a new folder for her.
specially dedicated one. (:

arranged to meet kenji and i did.
but i got all mixed up.
kenji was at raffles place mrt
while i was at raffles city.
and i initially thought he was playing hide and seek with me.
went down to raffles place for awhile to keep him company while he ushered the kiddos..
so long since we last met,
ages since we had a meal.
stayed for awhile and headed back to city hall to have my cheeeeeseecakee! (:
stayed around waiting for the guys,
while recevieing the ohmypantat so very flirty disgusting msgs from someone.
didnt bother to reply him anyway.
waste of time money and energy..
kenji called on my way home,
to tell me to have a safe journey home.
sweeet right? (:
ohwells, anyway.
it was great seeing yu again kenjimanji.
and yu owe me, lunch AND dinner. (:

i have got bigg blueblacks forming.
such that it hurts when i put my legs together.

okay, i wanna bitch.
its about this girl.
she's been bragging about her boyfriend,
that he's so cool, does this and that so very well,
how rich he is,
how sweet he is,
how big he is in the school of his.
that he is this and that.
this goes on EVERYDAY.
i mean, HELLO.
please, if he's like adam brody or edison chen i understand.
but goodness, he's someone who doesn't even have the guts to admit his mistake to yu.
he just acts big in front of yu and lies his way out.
gosh. people change.
and i have never been able to accept ur change.
i'm sorry, FRIEND.

my tears flow as yu hear the blood drip from the broken heart.
who will dry these tears for me.
and mend this broken heart?
i hope it will be yu.

2005-07-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

hold nothing back. -- copeland

BABABOO.
school is going official tmr.
meaning, i've gotta wake up early already!
no more late mornings, and no more 1030 show!
dammit.
anyways, igotta advertise first.
everyone seems to be going.
and all the party people i know are all advertising.
i have not decided.

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haha. okay. i'm done with that.
had my last paper today.
like, finally.
byt it sucked.
audrey knows nuts about current affairs.
everyone knows that.
nevermind. i screwed up my whole mid years already anyway.

babay came over yesterday,
and he learnt the VIOLIN.
lols. we were being silly.
but i'm proud of him.
he's almost done with one song! haha.
stepping stone for a bright music future. LOL. (:

2005-07-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for ages.
have been having exams.
and i think i did study.
not fully concentrated studying but,
I DID STUDY.
(MR YU, YU HEAR THAT?)

life's been fine with me.
i'm missing my friends.
yu guys know who yu are.
actually, i was hoping to give mel some inspirational verses.
mel's blog depicts so much unhappiness and angst.
but ohwells.
but maybe den again i may say the wrong thing,
or do the wrong stuff.
cos since i cant even understand the people dearest to me,
what makes me think i can understand those who aint that close.
okay, yu get my drift.
i'm not saying anything else.

the week was fine.
except for the papers.
i'm dreading my results but who doesnt.
okay, dont answer that.
i cant seem to get shane.but den again its friday.
he's probably out clubbing.
i've lost in contact with kahyan, zena, xy, jon, jaesh, stam, ho, dav, david, bea, jeannine, yinwai, shane, kawai and i cant think anymore.
whats the point of having so many friends whereby yu dont see them when yu need them,
and when i dont know how to take the initiative to keep in touch with them.
screw it. nevermind. if yu guys see this,
yu're still being missed by me.
yu're not forgotten.
please take good care yu all,
audrey will keep yu guys in her prayers.
love.

it seems as though the sky's falling.

2005-06-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

from time to time
iI wonder where i am in ur heart,
and even though i dont live there yet
i'm afraid it will be cold and dark -- lost in emotion

whoohoo. not that the song means anything but I LIKE!
wheeeee. lols.
i ha d funn today!
though the sun refused to come out.
neh. ohwells. i shall go again NEXT WEEK.
beeebeeee, on ar!
lols. i am very much screwed by the way.
COS MY EXAMS ARE IN TWO WEEKS TIME.
and have i studied?
hahahahahahahhahahahahhaha. MAYBE la huh.
just maybe. lols.

and oh yes. MY CUUTTIE IS ATTACHED!!
whoohoo. like WELL DONE dude.
*pats on the back*
heh. keep me updated huh?
eh, and i aint that mean.
i didnt put up ur name.
later yu say i malu yu! =D

sorry. i didnt think yu would feel i was hiding stuff from you. :/

2005-06-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

like a cigarette in the mouth' says:me you and boon can start a money colony
like a cigarette in the mouth' says:and we'll stage our plans to take over the world like pinky and brain
like a cigarette in the mouth' says:then we can hire jaesh to be our india spy
like a cigarette in the mouth' says:we'll start by taking over the rising powers of asia

*audrey. ; it's amazing how ignorant yu can be. says:wahahahahahahaha. THATS FUNNY.

like a cigarette in the mouth' says:gain some weight k
like a cigarette in the mouth' says:i dont want to see some under weight stick thin hairy silly thing the next time i see you

*audrey. ; it's amazing how ignorant yu can be. says:i'll just be gaining more hair.
*audrey. ; it's amazing how ignorant yu can be. says:to keep myself warm..

like a cigarette in the mouth' says:eagerly trying to fit in to the money colony
like a cigarette in the mouth' says:i'l go for plastic surgery for hair implants

hahahahaha. jonathan's damm hilarious.
thanks jon.
appreciate it. (:
JAESH: yu're involved too!

2005-06-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK.

but its quite annoying.
or rather, i am rather annoyed today.
its quite pissifying when i think of it.
(yes i know there is no such word but DONT START ON ME)
it's just amazing how sometimes yu seem to ignorant to eveyrthing that happens.
moreover, to me.

okay. forgetit.
i just typed a whole chunk of my unhappiness but i decided to remove it.
it helps noone to voice that much unhappiness.

alrights. so i came back.
upset, stayed home for less than an hour.
it seemed as though no one cared.
UNTIL, whoohooo! puuny called.
got him donw to the void deck.
he came with one whole gang,
we jsut sat there and talked.
while his friends smoked their lives away.
i have to agree with them though.
sometimes, life jsut isnt worth it.
quite a few things were brought up.
numbers were sort of exchanged.
i guess now i have found someone for a shoulder.
thanks punny.
yu always seem to be able to sense it.
and errs. will?
ya. thanks for the dotdotdot. =D

home sucked.
i was boredd. extremely.
i wanna go for a swim tmr. afternoon.
interested parties please text me.

JONATHAN YU: yu're not very the nice ar..
i beat yu den yu know!

i'll bleed to show yu how much i hurt.

one stick, and it all returns..

2005-06-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

pouts. i'm going to malaysia for a few days and it sucks.
i'm not looking forward to it and i know for a fact,
i'm gonna miss my boyfriend truckloads.
ohwells. great night yesterday,
good trip to the museum on sunday,
fantastic date on friday..
am i getting too much attention and love?
i dont think so.
in fact, NOT ENOUGH SIA. (:
hahahaha. i'll give yu guys a snippet of what happened on sun, or how cute mybaby was.
lols. i'm sorry sweetie.

(i removed the photo la. HAPPY?)

heh. but i know yu still love me rights sweetie? (((:

ohyes. if anyone needs to contact me when i'm away,
once again, i'll be reachable at 90154959.
msg or call. anything.

that look makes me feel so warm inside.
ur smile makes me ecstatic-ly happy.
yu laugh and so do i.
it feels as though everything's smooth and well.
and i hope so too.
with things so beautiful,
i pray that this sky remains pretty,
and nothing changes. ever. (:

2005-05-31T17:09:00.000+08:00

shit. i just woke up and i had some weird dream again.
and its about the same person.
i knew who it was,
i can vaguely remember the dream but its somewhat similar to the previous one..
ur face is a blur.
but ur words are stuck.
dammit.

LIM HANNKHEE announced my name so freaking loudly today in the middle of j8.
wiht my damm surname.
neh. ohwells. had a good talk with him.
suddenly occured to me what if i was the one in the situation.
and come to think of it,
i can apply it to my life.
asked baby what he would have done,
he had the same response as hannkhee.
ohwells. SHIT.

kayhan: haha. pleaseplease. no admirers.
all just a bunch of weridos. (:

2005-05-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

last weekend was a blast!!
whoohoo. TWO NIGHTS OF HAPPINESS. (:

okayokay. i am lagging.
sorry la. havent blogged for awhile..
i myself dont really know why.
just didnt come online.
heh. school's fine.
i'm quite sure i'm gonna fail my midyears..
had my gp and CL paper one today.
quite screwed up la.
and to think i thought listening compre is alway easy.
haha.

yu know what, I GOT NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
empty brain.
kayskays. two shoutouts.
kahyan: darhling, what's going on between yu and zena?
i'm confused.

jye shyang: yu read what i said about ur trip?
I MEAN IT. lols.

by the way, i've got four tickets to sell for a SAF choir concert.
12 bucks each.
they're quite good actually.
though they arent that cute.
lols. anyone interested, msg me or leave a note yea?
thanks.

2005-05-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

shitthosenehzulls.
but babe, i think yu're a f.cking ugly person
inout anywhere and every corner.
eeeeks. i am DISGUSTED.
to think i treated yu AS A FRIEND.
yu are,
THE FRIEND I WISHED I NEVER MET.

and to zena: thanks laogong..
for being my bedtime storyteller,
my walking stick,
my shouting wall,
my accomplice.
thankyu for this week.
i really needed it.
and i'm sorry.
for what happened to yu at the food court.
LOL.

kahyan: DARHLING, i hope yu're fine over there..
not clubbing too much huh?
think yu're in the midst of exams now.
WORK HARD!! (:
i'm doing fine back here!
come home soon alrights?
*kisses*

peiyi: A BIGG THANKYU!! (:

jonathan: JYE SHYANG, happy now?
lols. yu better stop hanging around town so much.
when's ur school starting?
oh. and yes, there are manymany more out there better than me.
i knwo for a fact.

shaun: CHEEKIEBOO! i ahd a dream of yu last night!!!
hahahahahaa. it was a funny one.
and yu were asking me out!! LOL.
ohwells. yu take care yea?
she's be fine..
ohoh. xiexie for taking to me on thurs night!
appreciated it. (:

2005-05-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

my boyfriend seems to be playing a disappearing act and i cant find him.
RARRR.

pe today wasnt that bad actually.
till i created a mess.
in front of me was a whole mess of liquid and semi-solid food.
yea, i vomited. LOL.
i was feeling sooo sick and i so felt like going home but decided to stay and just do the history paper before i leave.
and guess what, history was the nehneh LAST PERIOD.
ohwell.s. i managed to pull through the last period!
-everyone cheers-

i'm bored. so very bored.
baby is missing worrying his family and me,
he's gonna leave me alone the entire week.
rarrr. i hate the plans he has for this week.
it pratically leaves me with no time for him.
nevermind.

ohyes. i'm currently in need of money.
anyone who spare cash, contact me yea?
I NEED IT.

before i go, i didnt forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN YU JYESHYANG!!! ((:
correct spelling and all rights? (:
hope yu had a blast!

2005-05-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

when yu return,
just how much changes will i get.

2005-05-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

*pouts* I AM SAD.

ohwells.
DANIEL SOO was beign a moron today.
in the middle of econs,
i suddenly got shocked by something which dripped on my hand.
i was like, why the f.ck is there water dropping from the ceiling..
i looked at the drop,
frowning.
turned to my right.
seeing that guilty face.
looking down again, i see tiny bubbles.
THAT FREAKING MORON WAS BLOWING BUBBLES AGAIN AND IT LANDED ON MY HAND.
the both of us ended up laughing so hard that we couldnt even explain what happened.
it's been awhile since i laughed till i cried.
it was hilarious.
and, gross. =D

long day. got back late..
went for class but skipped the other.
met lee as well! :)
anyways, went with kawai for his haircut.
he looks neater now.
VERY MUCH. lols.
had my porridge which i had been craving for,
kawai got mor friends out to help entertain me.
all was well.
till i got home.
i looked at my phone,
and the time.
and i spent the rest of the night sulking.

2005-05-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

baby, i'm gonna miss yu. ):
take care yea?

2005-05-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

sort of went out for mother's day dinner today.
with auntie lucy and company.
saw jiabao.
met derek, wil, keiran, cheryl and manymany more.
they were being nehnehs.
said hi by putting ice down my back.
and said bye by meowing. HAHA.
i hate cats by the way.
eeeeks.

read soemone's blog.
its been almost three years.
and nothing has changed.
and nothing will change.
its time to just simply forget yea?
i know yu'll be reading this. so ya.
sorry.
but when i got that call from chan,
not exactly shocked but nevermind.

okay. i wanna go shopping.
i need a new bag.
a present. *winks*
another camera.
earrings.
shoe.
anyone interested in donating to the savethesilly fund?
JON! yu can be the first.
and JAESH. yu can be the second. LOL.

chloe: thankyu for that megasweet touching msg! love yu too babe! (:
kahyan: darhling, mmms. when will yu be going back? cos i may not be in Singapore..
zena: WHERE WHERE WHERE. i'm gonna go BUT THEM ALL.
jon: jyeshyang ar, spankyu for that msg that morning. i understood it. (:

2005-05-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

heh. sorry for waking shane up so early.
xinyang, aiyas. sorry. zi guan le ma..
and JONATHAN YU JYESHYANG, happy now? i merely forgot the spelling cos its so mega unusual.
jaesh ar, yu wanna be brownie or mud cake? lols. cos i like mud cakes! HAHA.
zena, i'm STRESSED. i need my pink grapefruit! ):

okay. i'm not gonna blog about how busy school is cos SOMEONE is complaining..
i will just blog about errs. nothing actually.
i think i have no life now.
OH WAIT. i thought of sth! LOL.
i went out with isaac, xy and josh yesterday!
havent seen isaac and xy in years!
good laughing moments spent together,
though short and stuupid,
they will always be treasured and remembered. (:
and i saw DICKSON!!!
that guy is losing some of his prosperity.. i wonder why.
HAHA.
alrights. going off for homework again! :/

oh yes. i have got sth to say.
stupidity, it cant be helped. LOL.
sorry. i am insulting someone.
no worries. its none of yu guys cos he doesnt read my blog.

there is just this coldness in our conversation tonight. with all that is happeneing now, i think i have a right to fear the future. or maybe, the change in attitude is due to what i said. maybe yu thought i was being selfish by saying those stuff but honestly, i thought what i said would do yu good. i wanted it to be a better alternative for yu. its not like yu dont know me. i would rather suffer alone in silence den to have a loved one suffer with me. it would stab me to know yu have to worry about me on top of your iown problems. i wasnt trying to act hero. i just wanted yu to be free while i try settle those stuff. and about me restricting the stuff yu wanna do, sometimes, it is just so that yu wouldnt have to get tire out, perspire or whatsoever. dont yu see. all these while, i simply wanted the best for yu. is that wrong.

i cant swim against the currents myself. someone please, guide me.

2005-05-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

alrights. and so i have been busy.
ubber busy with school.
i hardly come online for 'leisure' now.
lols. yes. it is that bad.
for those who are still clueless,
i am currently at cj,
with econs hist and geog.
trust me, it's a killer.
but i'm stuck with it for two years,
so i guess i better make the best out of it.
school days are long,
i no longer can have all the time in the world to eat,
i end up spending all my free time only on josh,
and it's only so minimal.
my groundation is coming to an end,
NO MORE NONSENSE FROM JON.
and by the way, where is my black pepper crab from long beach?
lols. talking bout food.
stuupid hocjuan msged me today,
telling me that he;s at pj having BAT KUT TEH.
not only was i jealous that he gets to be enjoying life in msia,
i felt even worst cos i was just preparing maggi mee!
hoho, if yu read this, YU STUUPID PANTAT!!! =D

oh yes, and about my previous entry,
i'm all fine now..
JON! no la. pink/purple doesnt mean its good la.
it just means its for that someone.
but everything's good now.
it was my fault in the first place. (:

to the following people, i miss yu and i hope yu're doing fine. please contact soon! (:
mybestestdarhlng; KAHYAN, mylaogongcumfoodpartner; ZENA, myoneandonlyblackone; JAESH, mypunchingbagangeroutput; JON, myconfidanteadvisor; AHBOON, mydearestgranddotter; JEANNINE, myprincessheah; HEAH XINYANG, mycandyeater; ISAAC, mydearestbrother; DAVID, mysweetestsoul; BEAA, mytoiletcleaner; SHANE, mymarshmellow; KEIRAN,
yes. i miss all yu guys the most.
errs. if i did miss anyone out,
no its not cos yu dotn mean anything to me alrights?
let me know and i'll do sth to make up for it. (:
as for those mentioned, yu guys are deeply missed and i sincerely hope yu're getting along fine in life.
take care and always remember audrey loves yu.
BOYFRIEND! yu're missed too la.
needless to say rights! *grins*

without yu, where do i belong?
without you, how can i go on?
and no love but yours will ever do
tell me how am i supposed to live my life without yu.
once again, sorry bout what happened.
forgive me and yu know i never meant it.

2005-04-29T04:08:00.000+08:00

some things i said.
i didnt mean it.
i shouldnt have said i rather not have it.
yu know how uch it means to me.
forgive me. please.

2005-04-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

okay. anonymous. YU ARE ANNOYING.
and those who have been helping me,
thankyu.
and as for my princess ****, yu know who yu are.
if yu're ., msg me or sth yea?

jon: hahahaha, jaesh's 'bright' side?
I GET UR JOKE LA.
i'm not THAT slow okay!
heh. errs. as for this supposedly 'bright' side,
i think i have seen the degree of brightness he wanted me to see..
haha. eh. CONTACT ME YEA?

2005-04-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

those notes yu wrote me,
i've kept them all. (:

haha. not blogging in awhile.
cos i HAVE BEEN BUSY.
(hear that jon?) LOLS.
alrights. dabit dearest left today.
and i regretted not turning up for the farewell yesterday.
ohwells. didnt expect myself to be so emotional this morning either.
he tried calling and msging but i was at pe so ya.
and when i got back, i tried calling him and he was on the plane already.
but at leats i got to say bye.
ohwells. in a way la.
i'm gonna miss him so much. ):
the only brother in chirts whom would touch me so greatly with his care, letters and prayers.
i no longer have anyone to 'knock' into.
dabit, if yu're reading this,
all the best in ur studies and audibrey lubs yu.
please come back soon. ):

bababoo. i feel rather lost in school actually.
i no longer feel the way i did when i was in MI.
there isnt that much nonsense, laughter and excitement anymore.
i seriously do miss the whole group.
we're all so spilt now.
everyone is everywhere.
i dont like the way my school life has been heading. ):
was talking to jaesh online yesterday.
i realised i wasnt the only one from the group who is feeling the same way.
jaesh, if yu ever need someone to complain or for anything. almost. call me or sth yea?
we all miss one another. sigh.
and seriously, no matter what others may think of yu,
i think yu're a great friend to have.
i've discovered a side of yu that no strangers would see.
thank yu for all that yu've done. (:

okays. this is getting depressing.
nevermind. OH. I THINK MY BOYFRIEND'S A PUPU.
he has the worst ideas.
and its a no wonder he's my HB. (:
anyways, baby.
no hurdle would be too high yea?
sorry bout what happened last night.
i shouldnt have snapped at yu. sorry. ):

anonymous: leave ur stuupid loser-fied name or just shut the f.ck up.

2005-04-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

BABOO. april fools this year was, STUUPID.
ulynn's prank was really dumb.
justina's one was retarded.
and chan tried pulling off the same joke as last year.
stuupid boy.
i became smarter after one year kays! heh.
went for ballet yesterday.
havent really talked to many of them in quite awhile.
especially cherylan.
sometimes, when the other party insists that it is forthe betterbut yet everyone else knows it isnt,
there isnt anything yu can do yea?
maybe just pray that he wakes up from hsi time of insanity.
there isnt much i can say except that what he is asking for now, it's insane.
i wouldnt be able to cope if this was blasted at me.
hang on babe.
and i know yu can. (:

i have school homework and i barely started. :/

why must we live
In this drain that we hate
Life is hell for a dreamer
Who's seeking the shade..
GIVE ME SOMETHING TO KILL THE PAIN
THERE'S NO TOMORROW AND NO TODAY
MY SOUL IS NOT FOR ETERNITY
AND I KNOW I WILL FADE AWAY,
IN MEMORIES

2005-03-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

anonyomous is pissing off everyone on my blog.
gosh. anonyomous, i cant see why yu still bother to leave ur comments whereby no one cares what yu say.
everyone is not agreeing with yu.
please, just keep quiet.
i'm saying this now,
that if in the end what yu say is indeed true.
just let me regret not listening to yu ya?
thanks.

zash: sorry laogong! BUSY recently.
lunch soon yea?
in bout a week or so.. lols.

isaac: YOU'RE the one who disappeared.
by the way, i still got a bottle of jellybeans at my place and no one's eating them/
yu want?

.: hey. sorry, yu are?

alrights. school is slowly improving but YA.
there are still things going around.
i'm losing my stuupid voice.
its annoying.
screw it la.
i dont feel like blogging.
cos for every entry that i blog,
ANONYMOUS seems to have a comment.
:/ ohwells. mel msged today.
its been awhile.
i miss the times i would sneak out to go for prata.
i miss the morning breakfasts whereby the whole gang would make a point to meet.
the cheating of identities,
the havoc we create in cinemas.
and the stuff that i missed most,
ohwells. i cant really say it on my blog.
as for my friends, haha. yu know what are those nonsense i'm refering to.
geesh. we were all together as one and look what happened now.
mel, thanks. i'll be there. (:

lalalaDOOM. marshie called.
marshie's got problems!!
BYE.